Alisher Ruziokhunov, an Uzbek journalist who had worked for Kun.uz and other online news organizations in Uzbekistan, has died of an illness in his early 30s, according to several outlets that used to employ him. In a tribute, a former colleague said Ruziokhunov drifted away from journalism in recent years because he found it difficult to report freely despite government commitments to loosen restrictions on the media.

Kun.uz described Ruziokhunov as a talented journalist who wrote hundreds of articles about “the development of the state and society” and started big projects such as the Munozara Club, which “brought together representatives of government institutions for discussions.”

Ruziokhunov traveled widely, attending events as a journalist and conference participant. He visited Armenia, Ukraine and Kenya, as well as the U.S.-Mexico border and the Moody College of Communication at The University of Texas at Austin.

“Why does journalism mean a lot to me? I believe media and true journalism make our world a better place to live in,” Ruziokhunov said on social media.

“Don’t be afraid to stand out among everyone with your thoughts, appearance, or goals,” he said in another post.

Despite his talent, passion and growing experience, Ruziokhunov had doubts.

Ilyos Safarov, an Uzbek journalist who reported Ruziokhunov’s death in an emotional social media post on Wednesday, said in a later message that his close friend had dropped out of Uzbekistan’s media scene in recent years because he was disillusioned. Safarov said Ruziokhunov preferred to go into education, believing that Uzbek journalism had reached “the limit” because a journalist who published critical commentary could easily face retaliation from people in power.

“There’s no point anymore,” Safarov remembered his friend saying.

“I often argued against him, challenging his views,” Safarov said. “At times, just to push his buttons, I even accused him of cowardice. But deep down, I knew he was right. And the truth is, today, we really are powerless. Forget about defending others—journalists can’t even protect themselves.”

“By now, everyone has realized that the brief period of relative freedom over the past 3-4 years was merely a façade, designed to allow people to criticize the past era more openly,” said Safarov, who works for Vatandosh TV. By past era, he appeared to be referring to the more authoritarian era of Uzbek leader Islam Karimov, who died in 2016.

Uzbek President Shavkat Mirziyoyev, who took over after Karimov’s death, has periodically spoken in support of freedom of speech, though some journalists and bloggers say they have faced prosecution and intimidation because of their work. The law in Uzbekistan says the spread of false information that leads to the denigration of “a person´s dignity” or threatens “public order or security” can lead to prison sentences; advocates of freedom of expression say such regulations are overly broad and are used to muzzle criticism of the government.